The Song will still Remain the same........................

Song: Forever Lost (God is an Astronaut)


Just got back from I.E treat. Its 1.30 midnight and i'm supposed to submit some simulation assignment tomorrow.......oh...shit...thats today. heh. i guess thats the worst mindset we have ever had!!! we never realize the next day until we get up in the morning.
# I'm supposed to do it in the college computer centre which is definitely not open at 1.30!!
# And........I'm not feeling sleepy for a change
# no mood to do word list also!
..............................................finally I end up staring at final block joblessly!
### hope I get a room facing MRPL
Suddenly remembered what 'subbu' told me a while back...
"Dude......I hate endings....Why did 'Before Sunrise' end!!!??
Thats still a year a ahead........A long way to go.....lots to do in my final year.
Just these bloody 6th semester exams left!!!

FINALLY.........FINAL BLOCK!


I had given up hope when i picked up a lot of 390. Ah.........yes........'despondency' would be a better word to put things in place. By the last day it was only a state of indifference with "fuck this!!i'll get something.......and i guess I'm destined to live there for the next one year........'my final year'"
And.....you never know........things finally work out the they were supposed to like nothing had happened. And the sunshine did follow the rain. Actually it always does.......just that we don't trust ourselves too much when its actually raining. Final Block.......I'm coming!! Shit............. a dream come true from my first year in college!

Not Definitely the End of the Beginning!!!

Not blogged for quite sometime. Again sudden turn around of events got me home. Last month it was maiden and this month it was 'utsav'. Last year things just dint work out for me as far as music club was concerned. put all my cards down to perform in b.m.s which dint happen, thanks to dr raj kumar! This time i din't have the energy to take the initiative but it somehow worked!! i finally saw myself performing for college after 3 years!!!Finally!! you may call me a bad singer to have taken so bloody long to perform for college......actually i don't know what to call myself!!
And its shit disappointing when things don't work out on stage! Trust me....its the biggest challenge for a singer on stage when he realizes that one set of instruments are playing on a particular scale and some other instrument(most audible one) is playing on another scale. i guess there's no solution. oh...wait a second...there is a solution. A horrible performance.
Except that one song, the rest of the songs came out well and we din't win!! But you know......even after this debacle, i'll still take this performance with me for quite some time. I finally performed! never expected a fairy tale beginning but still...........i know there are many more coming my way and i still believe i'll do a good job!!


I hate this blog!!its a little too personal. But................i'm a passionate singer... and i take that privilege.