MOMENTARY LAPSE OF REASON

6 Days...6 Exams!!
Day in and day out...same old story..
I just finished the 6th one and crawled my way out of the exam hall.
Exams over.....sigh......
Suddenly everything around started sinking.
this was not the first time i felt like this.
Suddenly you feel you've become as cold as a serial killer.
like the mercenary preaching "nowhere to run nowhere to hide, you gotta kill to stay alive"
Yes. I had just killed another semester and here i am, alive and pushing myself forward.
No motives left.
Cold as Dry Ice.
No inspiration.
No incentives.
A Momentary lapse of reason.
Just fix a helpless gaze as hair all over your body try to pull themselves out denying they had never been bound to a person like me.
Exams over!!
Everyone's hugging each other like they had jumped over the Great wall of China. They were Ecstatic!!"Why shouldn't they be??!!!!Exams are over for god's sake!!"
A flood and a drought at the same time.
Which part did i belong to???
And your Vision starts to frame itself printing every word boldly i was chanting for the past few days.
What were they???
Perseverance??
Incentives??
Redemption??